Okay. So it's been a while since my last post. I'm not sure...but I think that you true 'fat chicks' will understand. I have been so dissapointed in myself. I know that I am the one who keeps sabotaging my efforts. I mean, come on...really? What is it going to take, a dad-blamed heart attack to get me in gear? I need to quit swimming in my own self pity and just put on my big girl panties and do this. Yes...I am starting again...right where I started from the last time. Hey, at least I didn't gain weight right? LOL...How dumb is that!!! No I didn't gain, but I sure didn't lose. I know I might lose a few readers after this post, I'm sorry but this is how it is. You can get frustrated at me and tell me how I should try and lose weight. Go ahead scream at me and tell me what an idiot I am and how easy it was for you. Well let me go ahead and tell you, that's not what I need to hear. I know you are just trying to help...but I am going to have to help myself! I had my 'aha' moment, I have been broken before God, I even related my story to a Bible story, but I-ME-MYSELF, has not let go of this attitude towards myself. So here's how it's going to go from now on.
1. I am going to start by reading two of what seems like some very awesome books that one of you sent me in the mail. They look fabulous and both of them seem like information that could help me change my way of thinking about this! Thank you sooooooooo much Leah! You are super sweet and an awesome person! Just keep praying for me please!
2. I am going to continue reading your comments, feedback, and messages and maybe something will change in me by doing so.
3. I am not going to try and do everything at once.
4. I am going to keep praying about this and asking God to heal my brain and my heart. (and I ask that you do so too)
So there you go...have at it. Just please be nice. Thanks!
Much Love!
The Fat Chick
KT
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