So here we go...what you have all been waiting for...

I'm breaking broken.  I stepped on the scale today.  I am officially only two pounds away from my heaviest weight ever, well besides when I was pregnant.  I cried.  Then I got mad.  I can't believe that I've let it come to this, AGAIN!  I have told myself over and over and over again that I would NEVER get back to my heaviest weight.  I promised myself that it just wouldn't happen.  Well, I have almost made it back and I'm scared to death.  I don't want to be there. 

I have been doing this blog for a while and I'm sure you have all been wondering the same thing, 'this girl keeps talking about how upset she is being fat, but what is she doing to change it?'  Well up until now I have not really been doing anything except complaining about being fat.  I have been telling you about all that us fat chicks have to go through.  Well, I want to change that, kind of.  I am going to start making this blog a journal about me and what I am doing to CHANGE! 

 I am still going to be giving you the different things that go through the mind of a fat chick, but I am also going to start adding a daily journal.  I am going to be confessing all that I am doing to change this fat chick into a skinny chick.  I am going to show you what I'm eating, tell you what I'm thinking, and share the exercises I'm doing.  I hope you don't mind.  Also, I know this is a big embarrassing thing, but I'm going to be telling you my weight and my weight loss progress.  I know...seems crazy huh?  I know this is going to be a journey of ups and downs and a hard journey to say the least, but hopefully I can inspire someone else to make a change. 

So if you want to keep up with my weight...it will be over to the side at all times.  Over there somewhere ---------> 

Well here we go, I hope I keep you guys entertained and informed! 
Much Love,
The Fat Chick
KT