You know the drill...

So I had to go grocery shopping today after my first day at my new job. (which by the way is FABULOUS!)  I decided that I needed to do the smart thing and buy mainly healthy foods since I am going to be more aware of what goes in my mouth.  I did okay I guess.  I got what I thought was healthy and what sounded good.  Here is what I brought home:

Lunch Meat (turkey and chicken)
Whole Wheat bread
baby spinach leaves
broccoli
cucumber
bananas
strawberries
grapes
pineapple
pearl onions
baby bella mushrooms
sugar free jello
sugar free pudding
low fat yogurt
no sugar added canned peaches
no sugar added canned mixed fruit
fiber one bars
Lean Cuisine meals
Pizza (for tonight)
breadsticks (for tonight)

So, I don't think I did very bad.  Now I am just going to have to stick to only eating these things.  So, I bet you are wondering how I did today.  Well, any of you fat chicks know the drill...I pigged out!  It's this sick twisted mentality that us fat chicks have.  We see eating right as a diet, and before we go on the 'diet' we have to have our 'last meal'.  It's like we think we are going to be starving ourselves.  For lunch I had a cheesburger, half of an order of onion rings and a small cheesequake blizzard!  I guess I justified it by only eating half of the onion rings and getting a small blizzard.  Yeah right...it was still like a MILLION calories!  But of course it was okay...it was my last lunch.  Seriously?  What makes my mind work like that?  Then for dinner we had pizza and breadsticks because I was running short on time.  This too was okay because it was my last dinner.  Oh yeah...not to mention the five chocolate chip cookies that I had throughout the night...I just had to eat them tonight, after all, I couldn't let them go to waste!?!?!?!?!  

So I am lying here in bed, stuffed to the max.  It's okay though right?  It is my last night eating like this!?!  Yeah it is, I am saying that this was my last time eating like this, as a fat chick!  Okay so seriously, I did act a bit silly with the eating today, but that's how us fat chicks roll.  From here on out this will be a journal to my life and how I'm doing with the whole, 'getting skinny/healthy' thing.  Please pray for me and I will be praying for you all and the fat chicks in your life.  I hope that you will consider going on this journey and consider that bite you are taking right now your 'last bite' as a fat chick!  Thanks and Much Love!

The Fat Chick
KT